People could learn... I'm still learning too but I always knew truth. Deceiving myself for an idea, a belief that I put all my faith in to...how could I give away absolute power to a women. I expected, no demanded from the gecko that love, loyalty, and trust is the only expectation I have of you. I can forgive or we can fix everything else....too bad she thought differently. Money apparantly comes first..because she left me alone during the worst of it and now stays away...dead to me, I greave